Not Your Own
By Robert E. Speer
There are two ways to look at your life.
You may regard it as belonging to yourself,
as something under your control. Almost every
one of us has been encouraged at one time
or another to “take charge of your
life.”
The other view of life regards it as belonging
to somebody else. This is the view of life
that the Scriptures constantly take. “You
are not your own,” they say, “you
were bought at a price. Therefore honor God
with your body” (1 Cor. 6:19, 20). “It
was not with perishable things such as silver
or gold that you were redeemed . . . but
with the precious blood of Christ, a lamb
without blemish or defect” (1 Pet.
1:18, 19).
This view is really the only reasonable
way to see your life. How much control did
you have over your coming into the world?
How much say do you have about leaving it?
Consider the factors that influence and control
you. You might have very little say-so even
while you are in the world. Anyone who will
stop and deal squarely and honestly with
himself for one moment will see that his
life clearly is not his own.
This is the view of life that Jesus took.
His life, he declared, was not his own. The
words he spoke were not his own words; he
simply spoke the words that were given him
by his Father. He didn’t figure out
his own life plan. He said that he simply
did the things that his Father had shown
him. He came from heaven, not to do his own
will, but to do the will of him who had sent
him. By approaching life this way, he showed
us the best way to understand ourselves:
I am not my own. My life belongs to Christ
just as his life belonged to God.
If my life belongs to Christ, then it’s
my business to be of use to Christ wherever
in this world I happen to be at any time.
I have no right to serve myself. I have no
right to do whatever pleases me. My business
is to be of use to him.
I think all of us must have a great deal
of sympathy with the man Jesus delivered
from demons. He wanted to stay at Christ’s
feet. If I had been him, I would have wished
to sit down at Christ’s feet and stay
there, too. But Christ knew perfectly well
that the man’s first duty, as one who
now belonged to him, was to go out and be
of service. “Go home to your family,” he
said,” and tell them how much the Lord
has done for you” (Mark 5:19).
Jesus tells us the same truth in Mark 16:15, “Go
into all the world and preach the good news.” In
English there are two imperatives, but there’s
only one in the original language. Jesus
did not emphasize the word “go,” but
the word “preach.” He assumed
that those whom he saved would go, that their
compassion would be as broad and their hearts
would go out as widely as his own. It would
seem very clear that if someone belongs to
Christ, his business is to be of use to Christ,
wherever he may be.
Think of how Christ lived his own life.
What was his purpose? It was a missionary
life from beginning to end. He said of himself
at the start that he had not come “to
condemn the world, but to save the world” (John
3:17). Old Simeon, as he took the little
child Jesus in his arms in the temple, looked
ahead to see in him that light that was to
inflame the nations. Matthew looked back
and saw that the nations ? “the people
living in darkness” ? finally saw “a
great light” in him (Matt. 4:15, 16).
Although he came at a time when Jews and
Gentiles were divided by a caste line sharper
than any between Brahmin and untouchable,
he resolutely refused to acknowledge any
racial lines. Jesus felt compassion on the
Galilean crowd who seemed like sheep without
a shepherd; he also wept for the other sheep
who were not. of the Jewish fold. He loved
Samaritans and touched Roman soldiers. He
cared for people of the whole world.
At the end of his life, he summed up his
desires with those clean-cut commands that
close the Gospels. Some have sneered at the
missionary enterprise, because they feel
it rests on a few detached statements of
Christ. But, if you cut off Christ’s
last commands from the Gospels, Christ’s
missionary purpose would still be just as
radiantly clear. He said enough, he did enough,
he was enough, to make it perfectly plain
that anyone who calls himself Christ’s,
and is faithful to him and not hypocritical
in discipleship, must have a sympathy as
wide as his Lord’s.
Although his life would be enough to persuade
us that we must have hearts as large and
compassion as wide as his, I’m glad
that the final commands are so brilliantly
clear.
Recall the last words of Matthew:
“Therefore go and make disciples of all
nations, baptizing them in the name of the
Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit,
and teaching them to obey everything I have
commanded you.” (Matt. 28:19,20)
Recall the equally unmistakable clarity of
Mark:
“Go into all the world and preach the
good news to all creation.” (Mark 16:15)
Remember the last chapter of Luke: “Repentance
and forgiveness of sins will be preached
in his name to all nations.” (Luke
24:47)
You find the words again in Acts:
“You will be my witnesses in Jerusalem,
and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends
of the earth.” (Acts 1:8)
So as the clouds came rolling down to catch
him up from our sight, the last words that
men heard from his lips were “to the
ends of the earth!”
If we belong to Christ, our hearts must
feel for the world’s need as Christ’s
heart felt for that need. We must see people
as he saw them. We must hunger for the world’s
redemption with the same intensity with which
he hungered for it, and we must be willing,
even as he was willing, to die for its life.
We have to have compassion as wide as Jesus’,
otherwise we risk our own spiritual lives.
It is one of God’s laws, as inexorable
as any of his natural laws, that no man can
keep spiritual blessing to himself. God will
not let him do it. He will turn such blessings
to ashes.
When Paul quoted Christ’s words, “it
is more blessed to give than to receive” (Acts
20:35), he gave us the very kernel of all
of Christ’s teaching on spiritual life.
Whoever or whatever would save its life shall
lose it - whether it is a student group,
a church, an individual Christian or even
a mission agency.
What do people often say in response to
all of this? “There is so much need
here at home.”. Need for what? Need
for lawyers? There are already almost twice
as many lawyers as businesses right now.
Need for more teachers? There is a glut of
teachers in this country. Need for more businessmen?
Ninety-five percent of the businessmen in
New York fail, the competition being so fierce.
Need for more ministers? At this time there
is one minister to every 600 or 700 people
in this country, while a missionary in Asia
finds himself responsible for a thousand
times that number.
There is plenty of desperate need here in
the United States. But let no one say, “There’s
plenty of need for Christian work here in
the United States,” and then stay at
home and not do any of it. Hundreds of people
have locked the door to foreign missions
on the pretext that there was so much to
do at home and have then deliberately sought
their own ambitions.
Or some people say, “There is no immediate
emergency; the thing has drifted for nearly
2,000 years, and it can drift for 2,000 years
more.” No haste? I suppose such people
have not “lost” anybody they
love. Have they ever read Matthew 24:14? “And
this gospel of the kingdom will be preached
in the whole world as a testimony to all
nations, and then the end will come.” The
end of what? The end of tears. The end of
sorrow. The end of death. The end of separation
and parting. The beginning of that glad day
when those who sleep in Christ will wake,
and all the torn hearts of earth will be
healed, and “the glory of the Lord
will be revealed” (Isa. 40:5).
Don’t you want to see that day? Do
you say you have no interest in its coming?
Very well, then, you may just as easily turn
your back on the needs of your own spiritual
life. Only remember that when you do so,
you count yourself out of the company of
the true-hearted, large-souled disciples
whose lives do not belong to themselves,
but rather to him who loved the whole world
and gave his own Son for its life.
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