The Disciple’s Sacrifice
By J.H. Jowett
I fill up that which is lacking!” Not
that the ministry of reconciliation is incom-plete.
Not that Gethsemane and Calvary have failed.
Not that the debt of guilt is only partially
paid, and there is now a threat-ening remnant
which demands the sacrifice of human blood.
The ministry of atone-ment is perfected.
There is no outstanding debt. “Jesus
paid it all.” In the one com-manding
sacrifice for human sin, Calvary leaves nothing
for you and me to do. In the bundle of the
Saviour’s sufferings every needful
pang was born.
Bearing shame and scoffing rude,
In my place condemned He stood,
Sealed my pardon with His blood.
I can add nothing to that. There is nothing
lacking. The sacrifice is all suffi-cient.
And yet “I fill up that which is lacking
of the sufferings of Christ.” The suf-ferings
need a herald. A story needs a teller. A
gospel requires an evangelist. A finished
case demands efficient presentation. The
monarch must repeat himself through his ambassadors.
The atoning Savior must express Himself through
the ministering Paul. The work of Calvary
must proclaim itself in the sacrificial saints.
In his own sphere, and in his own degree,
Paul must be Christ repeated. As a minister
in Greece and Asia Minor, Paul must reincarnate
the sacrificial spirit of Jerusalem and Galilee.
He must “fill up that which is lacking
in the sufferings of Christ.” The suggestion
is this: all ministry for the Master must
be pos-sessed by the sacrificial spirit of
the Master.
If Paul is to help in the redemption of
Rome, he must himself incarnate the death
of Cal-vary. If he is to be a minister of
life, he must “die daily.” “The
blood is the life.” Without the shedding
of blood, there is no regenerative toil.
Every real lift implies a corresponding strain, “and
wherever the crooked is made straight virtue
must go out of the erect.” The spirit
of Calvary is to be reincarnated in Ephesus
and Athens and Rome and London and Birmingham;
the sacrificial succession is to be maintained
through the ages, and we are to “fill
up that which is lacking in the sufferings
of Christ.”
“I fill up that which is lacking!” That
is not the presumptuous boast of perilous
pride; it is the quiet, awed aspiration of
privi-leged fellowship with the Lord. Here
is an Apostle, a man who thinks meanly enough
of himself, regarding himself as “the
least of the apostles, not worthy to be called
an apostle,” and yet he dares to whisper
his own name alongside his Master’s,
and humbly to asso-ciate his own pangs with
the sufferings of redemptive love. “I
fill up that which is lacking of the sufferings
of Christ.” Is the association permissible?
Are the sufferings of Christ and His Apostles
complementary, and are they profoundly cooperative
in the ministry of salvation? Dare we proclaim
them together?
Here is an association. “In all their
afflictions He was afflicted.” “Who
is weak, and I am not weak; who is offended,
and I burn not?” Is the association
alien and un-congenial, or is it altogether
legitimate and fitting? “In all their
afflictions He was af-flicted” ? the
deep, poignant, passionate sympathy of the
Saviour; “Who is weak, and I am not
weak?” - the deep, poignant, pas-sionate
sympathy of the ambassador. The kinship in
the succession is vital. The daily dying
of the Apostle corroborates and drives home
the one death of his Lord. The suffering
sympathies in Rome perfected the exquisite
sensitiveness in Galilee and Jerusa-lem.
The bleeding heart in Rome perfected the
ministry of the broken heart upon the Cross.
Paul “filled up that which was lacking
of the sufferings of Christ.”
Here, then, is a principle. The gospel of
a broken heart demands the ministry of bleeding
hearts. If that succession be bro-ken we
lose our fellowship with the King. As soon
as we cease to bleed, we cease to bless.
When our sympathy loses its pang, we can
no longer be the servants of the passion.
We no longer “fill up the suffer-ings
of Christ,” and not to “fill
up” is to paralyze, and to “make
the cross of Christ of none effect.” Now
the Apostle was a man of the most vivid and
realistic sympa-thy. “Who is weak,
and I am not weak?” His sympathy was
a perpetuation of the Pas-sion. I am amazed
at its intensity and scope. What a broad,
exquisite surface of percep-tiveness he exposed
to the needs and sor-rows of the race! Wherever
there was a pang it tore the strings of his
sensitive heart. Now it is the painful fears
and alarms of a runaway slave, and now the
dumb, dark ago-nies of people far away. The
Apostle felt as vividly as he thought, and
he lived through all he saw. He was being
continually aroused by the sighs and cries
of his fellow men. He heard a cry from Macedonia,
and the pain on the distant shore was reflected
in His own life. That is the only recorded
voice, but he was hearing them every day,
wander-ing, pain-filled, fear-filled voices,
calling out of the night, voices from Corinth,
from Ath-ens, from Rome also, and from distant
Spain! “Who is weak, and I am not weak?” He
was exhausted with other folk’s exhaus-tion,
and in the heavy burdensomeness he touched
the mystery of Gethsemane, and had fellowship
with the sufferings of His Lord.
My brethren, are we in this succession?
Does the cry of the world’s need pierce
the heart and ring even through the fabric
of our dreams? Do we “fill up” our
Lord’s sufferings with our own sufferings,
or are we the unsympathetic ministers of
a mighty Passion? I am amazed how easily
I become callous. I am ashamed how small
and in-sensitive is the surface which I present
to the needs and sorrows of the world. I
so easily become enwrapped in the soft wool
of self-indulgency, and the cries from far
and near cannot reach my easeful soul. “Why
do you wish to return?” I asked a noble
young missionary who had been invalided home: “Why
do you wish to re-turn?” “Because
I can’t sleep for thinking of them!” But,
my brethren, except when I spend a day with
my Lord, the trend of my life is quite another
way. I cannot think about them, because I
am so inclined to sleep! A benumbment settles
down upon my spirit, and the pangs of the
world awake no corresponding sympathy. I
can take my newspaper, which is oft times
a veritable cupful of horrors, and I can
peruse it at the breakfast table, and it
does not add a single tang to my feast. I
wonder if one who is so unmoved can ever
be a servant of the suf-fering Lord!
Here in my newspaper is the long, small-typed
casualty list from the seat of war; or here
is half a column of the crimes and misdemeanors
of my city; or here are a couple of columns
descriptive of the hot and frantic doings
of the racecourse; or here is a small paragraph
telling me about some massacres in China;
or here are two little hidden lines saying
that a man named James Chalmers has been
murdered in New Guinea! And I can read it
all while I take my breakfast, and the dark
record does not haunt the day with the mingled
wails of the orphaned and the damned.
My brethren, I do not know how any Christian
service is to be fruitful, if the ser-vant
is not primarily baptized in the spirit of
a suffering compassion. We can never heal
the needs we do not feel. Tearless hearts
can never be the heralds of the Pas-sion.
We must pity, if we would redeem. We must
bleed, if we would be the minis-ters of the
saving blood. We must perfect by our passion
the Passion of the Lord, and by our own suffering
sympathies we must “fill up that which
is lacking in the suffer-ings of Christ.” “Put
on, therefore, as God’s elect, a heart
of compassion.”
Here is another association. Can we find
a vital kinship? “He offered up prayers
and supplications with strong crying and
tears.” So far the Master. “I
would have you know how greatly I agonize
for you.” So far the Apostle. The Saviour
prayed “with strong crying and tears”;
His Apostle “agonized” in intercession!
Is the associa-tion legitimate? Did not the
agony at Rome “fill up” the “strong
cryings” at Jerusalem? Does not the
interceding Apostle enter into the fellowship
of his Master’s sufferings and perfect
that “which is lacking?” The
inter-cession in Rome is akin to the intercession
in Jerusalem, and both are affairs of blood.
If the prayer of the disciple is to “fill
up” the intercession of the Master,
the disciple’s prayer must be stricken
with much crying and many tears. The ministers
of Calvary must supplicate in bloody sweat,
and their intercession must often touch the
point of agony. If we pray in cold blood
we are no longer the ministers of the Cross.
True in-tercession is a sacrifice, a bleeding
sacrifice, a perpetuation of Calvary, a “filling
up” of the sufferings of Christ. St.
Catherine told a friend that the anguish
which she experi-enced, in the realization
of the sufferings of Christ, was greatest
at the moment when she was pleading for the
salvation of oth-ers. “Promise me that
Thou wilt save them!” she cried, and
stretching forth her right hand to Jesus,
she again implored in agony, “Promise
me, dear Lord, that Thou wilt save them.
0h give me a token that Thou wilt.” Then
her Lord seemed to clasp her outstretched
hand in His, and to give her the promise,
and she felt a piercing pain as though a
nail had been driven through the palm. I
think I know the meaning of the mystic experience.
She had become so ab-solutely one with the
interceding Saviour that she entered into
the fellowship of His crucifixion. Her prayers
were red with sac-rifice, and she felt the
grasp of the pierced hand.
My brethren, this is the ministry which
the Master owns, the agonized yearn-ings
which perfect the sufferings of His own intercession.
Are we in the succession? Do our prayers
bleed? Have we felt the painful fellowship
of the pierced hand? I am so often ashamed
of my prayers. They so frequently cost me
nothing; they shed no blood. I am amazed
at the grace and con-descension of my Lord
that He confers any fruitfulness upon my
superficial pains. I think of David Brainard
? I think of his magnificent ministry among
the Indians, whole tribes being swayed by
the evangel of the Saviour’s love.
I wonder at the se-cret, and the secret stands
revealed. Gethsemane had its pale reflection
in Susquahannah, and the “strong-crying” Sav-iour
had a fellow labourer in His agonizing saint.
Let me give you a few words from his journal,
after one hundred and fifty years still wet
with the hot tears of his supplica-tions
and prayers: “I think my soul was never
so drawn out in intercession for oth-ers
as it has been this night; I hardly ever
so longed to live to God, and to be altogether
devoted to Him; I wanted to wear out my life
for Him.” “I wrestled for the
ingather-ing of souls, for multitudes of
poor souls, personally, in many distant places.
I was in such an agony, from sun half-an-hour
high till near dark, that I was wet all over
with sweat; but 0h, my dear Lord did sweat
blood for such poor souls: I longed for more
com-passion.” Mark the words, “I
was in such an agony from sun half-an-hour
high till near dark!” May we do what
David Brainard would not do, may we reverently
whisper the word side by side with another
and a greater word, “And being in an
agony He prayed more earnestly.” I
say, was not Susquahannah a faint echo of
Gethsemane, and was not David Brainard filling
up “that which was lacking in the sufferings
of Christ?” Brethren, all vital intercession
makes a draught upon a man’s vitality.
Real supplication leaves us tired and spent.
Why the Apostle Paul, when he wishes to express
the poignancy of his yearning intercession
for the souls of men, does not hesitate to
lay hold of the pangs of labour to give it
adequate interpretation. “Ye remember,
brethren, our travail.” “My little
children, of whom I travail in birth again
till Christ be formed in you.” Again
I say, it was only the echo of a stronger
word, “He shall see of the travail
of His soul and shall be satisfied.” Are
we in the succession? Is inter-cession with
us a travail, or is it a playtime, a recreation,
the least exacting of all things, an exercise
in which there is neither labour nor blood? “The
blood is the life.” Blood-less intercession
is dead. It is only the man whose prayer
is a vital expenditure, a sacri-fice, who
holds fellowship with Calvary, and “fills
up that which is behind in the suffer-ings
of Christ.”
Here is another association. Is it le-gitimate? “Master,
the Jews of late sought to stone Thee, and
goest Thou thither again?” “Having
stoned Paul” (at Lystra) “they
drew him out of the city supposing he had
been dead.” And Paul “returned
again to Lystra!” Back to the stones!
Is that in the succession? Is not the Apostle
the complement of his Master? Is he not doing
in Lystra what his Master did in Judea? Is
he not filling up “that which was lacking
of the sufferings of Christ?” Back
to the stones! “Master, the Jews of
late sought to stone Thee, and goest Thou
thither again?” The Boxers of late
sought to decimate you, poor little flock,
and do you go there again? The New Guineans
have butchered your Chalmers and your Tompkins,
and do you go there again? Mongolia has swallowed
your men and your treasure, and its prejudice
and its suspicions appear unmoved, and do
you go there again? You have been tiring
yourself for years, seeking to redeem this
man and that man, and he treats you with
indifference and contempt, and do you go
there again?
My brethren, are we familiar with the road
that leads back to the stones? It was familiar
to the Apostle Paul, and when he trod the
heavy way he entered the fellow-ship of his
Master’s pains and knew that he “filled
out that which was lacking of the sufferings” of
his Lord. To go again and face the stones
is to perpetuate the spirit of the Man who “set
His face steadfastly to go to Jerusalem,” even
though it meant deri-sion, desertion and
the Cross. We never really know our Master
until we kneel and toil among the driving
stones. Only as we experience the “fellowship
of His sufferings can we know the power of
His resur-rection.” There is a sentence
in David Hill’s biography ? that rare,
gentle, refined spirit, who moved like a
fragrance in his little part of China ? a
sentence which has burnt it-self into the
very marrow of my mind. Dis-order had broken
out, and one of the riot-ers seized a huge
splinter of a smashed door and gave him a
terrific blow on the wrist, almost breaking
his arm. And how is it all referred to? “There
is a deep joy in actually suffering physical
violence for Christ’s sake.” That
is all! It is a strange combination of words
- suffering, violence, joy! And yet I remember
the evangel of the Apostle, “If we
suffer with Him we shall also reign with
Him,” and I cannot forget that the
epistle which has much to say about tribulation
and loss has most to say about rejoicing! “As
the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so
our consolation also aboundeth through Christ.” “Out
of the eater comes forth meat.” These
men did not shrink from the labour when the
stones began to fly. Re-buff was an invitation
to return! The strength of opposition acted
upon them like an inspiration. Have you ever
noticed that magnificent turn which the Apostle
gives to a certain passage in his second
letter to the Corinthians? “I will
tarry at Ephesus. . . for a great door and
effectual is opened unto me, and there are
many adversaries!” “There are
many adversaries ... I will tarry!” The
majestic opposition constitutes a rea-son
to remain! “There are many adversar-ies,” I
will hold on! My brethren, that is the martyr’s
road, and he who treads that way lives the
martyr’s life, and even though he does
not die the martyr’s death, he shall
have the martyr’s crown. Back to the
stones! “It is the way the Master went,” and
to be found in that way is to perpetuate
the sacri-ficial spirit and to “fill
up that which is lacking of the sufferings
of Christ.”
To be, therefore, in the sacrificial suc-cession,
our sympathy must be a passion, our intercession
must be a groaning, our beneficence must
be a sacrifice and our ser-vice must be a
martyrdom. In everything there must be the
shedding of blood.
How can we attain unto it? What is the secret
of the sacrificial life? It is here. The
men and women who willingly and joy-fully
share the fellowship of Christ’s suffer-ings
are vividly conscious of the unspeak-able
reality of their own personal redemp-tion.
They never forget the pit out of which they
have been digged, and they never lose the
remembrance of the grace that saved them. “He
loved me and gave Himself for me;” therefore, “I
glory in tribulation!” “By the
grace of God I am what I am;” there-fore “I
will very gladly spend and be spent!” The
insertion of the “therefore” is
not ille-gitimate: it is the implied conjunction
which reveals the secret of the sacrificial
life. When Henry Martin reached the shores
of India, he made this entry in his journal, “I
desire to burn out for my God,” and
at the end of the far-off years, the secret
of his grand enthusiasm stood openly revealed. “Look
at me,” he said to those about him
as he was dying ? “Look at me, the
vilest of sinners, but saved by Grace! Amazing
that I can be saved!” It was that amazement,
wondering all through his years, that made
him such a fountain of sacrificial energy
in the service of his Lord.
My brethren, are we in the succession? Are
we shedding our blood? Are we filling up “that
which is lacking in the sufferings of Christ”?
They are doing it among the heathen. It was
done in Uganda when that handful of lads,
having been tortured, and their arms cut
off, and while they were be-ing slowly burned
to death, raised a song of triumph, and praised
their Saviour in the fire, “singing
till their shriveled tongues re-fused to
form the sound.” They are doing it
in China, the little remnant of the deci-mated
Churches gathering here and there upon the
very spots of butchery and mar-tyrdom and
renewing their covenant with the Lord.
They are “filling up that which is
lacking of the sufferings of Christ.” They
are doing it among the missionaries. James
Hannington was doing it when he wrote this
splendidly heroic word, when he was en-countered
by tremendous opposition; “I refuse
to be disappointed; I will only praise!” James
Chalmers was doing it when, after long years
of hardship and difficulty, he proclaimed
his unalterable choice: “Recall the
twenty-one years, give me back all its experience,
give me its shipwrecks, give me its standings
in the face of death, give it me surrounded
with savages with spears and clubs, give
it me back again with spears fly-ing about
me, with the club knocking me to the ground
- give it me back, and I will still be your
missionary!” Are we in the succes-sion?
A noble army, men and boys,
The matron and the maid,
Around the Saviour’s throne rejoice,
In robes of light arrayed;
They climbed the steep ascent of Heaven
Through peril, toil and pain!
O God, to us may grace be given
To follow in their train.
(Reprinted from The Passion for Souls by
J.H, Jowett.)
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